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I could hear the soft calling of my name.  Who is that?  I see in the distance a softly glowing female.  I have no idea who she is but there is something familiar about her.  Could it be?  Mom?  Is that you?  Who are you?  As I look down, I'm encased in rocks and there are skulls around me.  Where am I?  Mom?  She smiles as she fades away.

Suddenly, I awake and the darkness of the room seems oppressive.  There's a sadness that I'm feeling but I don't know why.  Maybe it was just a nightmare but I'm really not sure.  I just know that it felt so real.  Is this something connected with the Artifact?  Is this something Death is trying to tell me?  I don't understand.

There are many times when I wonder if my memories are true or not.  Does my brain fill in areas to complete incomplete ideas or memories?  I've had dreams like this and it's so hard to tell what is true and what is not.  Even if I could see the scene exactly in my head, I would still not be sure that I'm could really understand what is going on.  No matter what you see, there seems to be something underlying that you don't see or understand.